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That we meet in our middle way,
on our way back down to earth.

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Pamela 11071995

I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming?

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Friday, August 29, 2008
Cut me up.

HELLO.

had Teachers' Day celebrations today. the dressing up was funny. NARUTO! EDWARD! UGLY BETTY! AMY WINEHOUSE! :D

went back to CEDAR PRIMARY! oh god. a CLIQUE reunion. :D hahahaha. went to the basketball court. damn the security guard. D: go and take leon's basketball. else we got match to watch already. lol. i saw you slam dunk. (;

hahahaha. mr goi gave us, the ex-cedarians some kind of speech. this was how it was like. tell you in point form. :D

- the teachers will not be in school from 230pm.
- sorry that you guys could not come in earlier, into the school.
- i tried to fight for you guys to watch the perfromance, but it didn't work.
- you are restricted to some places, because, your seniors did mischievious stuffs in the past.
- eg. brought their gf and bf from other schools, found a corner and smoke.
- eg. brought their gf and bf from other schools, found a corner, and do funny stuffs.
- you guys would have to leave, soon.

argh. SENIORS! why the hell did you guys bloody do those stuffs in school? can't you frigging find somewhere else? anyway, saw many familiar faces. and some stupid people that didn't belong to the school, and still, standing right in front of mr goi when he was talking. o___o

saw a certain someone at cedar today, which i hate like hell, for being a big busybody. anyway, hahaha, the way that eli 'fought' for me was so funny. oh, jia zheng! lol, he was like, "eh eli, what are you doing in between them, go away la. " then eli went away. lol.

i love the song playing on my blog. hahahahaha. i love it, like hell. the lyrics are nice. :D

today, was kind of stupid. there was a some sort of gangfight aorund the neighbourhood. then, this guy went to call the police, and the gangs dispersed. oh well.

oh. i love wednesday's training. okay, you may think i am gloating later on in this paragraph, but this was how i felt. i felt that i played extra well. cos, i managed to snatch basketballs from people when they are like dribbling it, and about to catch it. stuffs that i don't bother to snatch, usually. i just felt this rush in me, to play well. :D so, i snatched to basketball from sarah, eve and jia nan! anyone else, i don't know. oh, i think prawn too. :D i got the basketball from sarah by cornering her, to almost the out-line, then she bounced the basketball in, i took it, and off. i got it from eve by like, when the basketball was reaching her, it was a pass btw, then i like, just got it away? then jia nan, omg, this one, i was prepared to humilate myself. jian nan is like frigging tall. her team mate passed her a high ball. i jumped, i front of her, and got it. :D it was a frigging lucky jump. she was kind of shock. i love that day's training. :D

was so tempted to go to court today. but, oh well, decided not to. i have this freaky feeling, that i would most probably get teased, i don't know why, but i thought that way. so, i stayed outside my house, with. Lee Eng Sheng. :D aka shadow la. he and me sat outside the bench, then the rest of my 'family' in the house, then we started talking, ALOT. he is so nice to talk to. you tell him the situation, or what your problem is, and he would understand it, and try to like talk to you, understand more, and give you suggestions into solving them, or overcoming them. he gave me 3 options to think about tonight. he is right. i don't really think i can sleep tonight, after talking so long with him. it was like 1h30min- 2hs. but still, outside my house, it's kind of weird to talk to him for more than hour. it's like talking with someone you know for a very long time, and you just tell him everything, he will understand. HE, is alot better than councellors. maybe, it's cos i know him, for quite some time. i must so talk to him more often. :D i was holding my orange marker, and wanting to draw a star on his hand. an ORANGE STAR. :D but, he don't want eh. i felt so sotong after talking to him. he knows alot of stuffs that i couldn't tell, at first. he understands things so well, and like, his able to help you. i want his brain. it is thinking so, so far ahead of others. i. love. it.

don't be sad. D:

i am starting to feel down. is it some kind of connection that i share with my special someone that make me suddenly so, crying-mood-y? i don't know. i have tears in my eyes, suddenly. i can't seem to call through. chill. don't let the tears come rolling down. don't blink, don't cry, don't think. oh no. this feeling is back. the negative side is starting to climb closer and closer to my mind and the surface of me. it is coming back, and saying, "I am back, muahahaha. " get lost, but it wouldn't. come on. being positive is nice, but it doesn't last. face it. be what you were. negatively emotional. oh no. a tear just rolled down my cheek. D': im staring at the sky, thinking of what he could be doing, and why he rejected my call. perhaps, you need to chill. i am counting the number of stars, thinking of which one is the furthest away from me. i am looking at the moon, seeing how odd- shaped it is, and imagining it, as your face. i am officially, back to my normal self. the negative, me. D:

bye. :D