That we meet in our middle way,
on our way back down to earth.
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Pamela 11071995
I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? Tagboard
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Saturday, September 6, 2008
16. HELLO. I. AM. BORED. oh. went for a movie last night. i don't really like the show, cos, it's mostly in dialect. went there with my grandma and mother, which were what made EVERYTHING worst. oh well. we went to The Coffee Bean to have a drink, before going to the cinema. the cinema is like at tampines. which is kind of far. and, we walked around both shopping malls, Century Square and Tampines Mall just to look for the cinema. actually, i just follow blindly. afterall, whatever i say, they will shut me up saying, "you know this place very well huh?" oh well. so, just shut up and follow. the movie, 12lotus. it's about someone's life story or something. kind of sad, crazy and funny. hitting a fan repeatedly to produce noise is crazy. being raped is sad. a grown up guy called 'astro boy' is funny. lol. the whole row of aunties sitting behind us were damn noisy la. if, i was with my last year's clique, i have a feeling that we would have a vulgarity contest at the back of the cinema. lol. anw, they even took the same mrt back with us la. then, alight at the same stop. which is so unlucky can? eli said that my age is kind of like 16 on msn just now. ` eli; says: i think your age is kind of like 16 :x ` eli; says: rmb that time me and you go and buy the maggi. ` eli; says: then the sajc ppl PAMELA. (: says: uh huh. ` eli; says: so ji dong ` eli; says: rang lu for you PAMELA. (: says: haha. lol. that was like weeks ago i think. we went to get maggi from seven eleven, in school uniform. then, some people were blocking the entrance. those were the sajc people. whoa, they were that ji dong. haha. lol. anw, today was boring. BORED. BORED. BORED. i drew an orange star on my hand. but, it smudge. and the ink made a line from the star to one my fingers. the star is visible still though. i miss the basketball court. haha. something that is like just beside my block. listened to songs in the morning, by jay. i blast it out loud. not on mp3, on the cd player. put it on full volume, and did history. then soon, my sister came knocking at my door telling me to keep the volume down. i ignored her. :D haha. this helps me concentrate. free from nonsense that are kept outside of my room. did a chapter from the textbook. had lunch. maggi. then, sat at the living room, on the sofa. looked at pictures. boring day, boring life, boring afternoon. oh. the best thing of these two days. i slept on my bed, alone. with NO disturbance throughout the night. YES. at last, since like two weeks ago? whoo. haha. wahahaha. bye. :D |