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Pamela 11071995
I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? Tagboard
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Friday, September 12, 2008
I'm Married. :O HELLO. :D omg. i was high today. YAY. i walked into the class hyper. haha. the security at the main gate in the morning was scary. he knows my name. he was like, "pa-me-la". freaks. okay. going to update you people about the week i had. :D MONDAY. 8/9/2008 first day of school. it was super boring, and tiring, and sleepy. but still, i didn't sleep in class. yay. and, there was history. oh man. mrs lopez is lame. hamtaro. god. TUESDAY. 9/9/2008 supposed to take pe. but decided not to. sat down in a circle with, jodie, rachel, nicole, hazel and chatted. we talked from movies to condoms(how we knew it was what it was, and what we thought it was before we knew what it was. whoa.) and, to sex toys that have REAL diamonds on them. oh lol. i'm second of rachel's "choices". abt, end of the world, choose two girls in this school to les with. oh wow. frigging emo at night. )': WEDNESDAY. 10/9/2008 oh oh oh. two months. :D lol. yay, falling asleep in lessons, not for the past days. starting to love lessons, love studying, love maths, not surayah. went to sing post with jodie. saw meng shuen. that dumbass. his friend passed by at the bus stop when we were waiting for bus to go marina. that asshole. friend ask him which one jodie was, both of them point at me. fine, fine, fine. just played along. his friend was, "you are jodie?" i was like, "ya, why?" haha. so idiotic. haha. zhi ying's stapler is magnetic. :D LOL. THURSDAY. 11/9/2008 uber high. HIGH, HIGH, HIGH. yeah. walked into school with a rhythm. I'm high. played some circles game, and FLAMES things. F-friends. L-lovers A-acquantaince M-married <--- i got this like, 3 times? with 3 different guys. god. E-enemies S-sex exchanged letters. whatsoever. oh oh oh. ART WAS FUN. :D we did the initials thing. supposed to doodle our name on a piece of paper. how fun can that get? i drew a fist, with superman's logo. reminds me of him. ahh. then, in the middle of lesson, serena shout to me. "PA-ME-LAH, rachel sponsoring me to shave your head. " i was like, NO. no assembly. "legacy" instead. they were talking about re-designing the class. serena was saying, if we shave pamela's hair, and paste it on the wall, the class would be emo. like, heck? no way are you going to shave my head. TODAY. :D 12/9/2008 haiz. was so tired in the morning. slept a tiny bit during literature. thanks loads to roti. for helping me copy down the paragraph. yes, I. AM. TOUCHED. *uses my left hand to touch my right/feels touched* :D went to study at macs after school. ate fillet-o-fish. wah. felt kind of bloated. we, jodie, jamie, rachel and me felt like peeing, one after another. LOL. studied. jodie and rachel did literature. i did mathematics. jamie, left halfway. oh well. mathematics. the paper from cedar girls, is kind of challenging. afterall, they are pro at maths and science what. D: oh well. must study harder. i must transfer to cedar girls' when i am secondary threeee. hmm. my and ya, go and do sports, it distresses oneself. like, how much stress do you have inside you? everyday. okay, bye. :D i love you dood. this month was where all the crap and stuff occurred. we are surviving. and i hope we'll reach the day that we've survived. i won't change you for anything. you're the ONE and ONLY, in my heart. i love you. you missed a kiss. |